was working on monologue today

Was working on my monologue and got into a group of four and each of us explained what their monologue was about and how we were doing and how to modenise it to make it easier to undersand. I tried to read it without the script and if I get stuck I say the line I forgot over and over again this helps me, someone else writes it down and another splits it up, after this we said what our characters are like,  mine is Oberen and I find him to be a bit bossy and wanting his own way, he also gets angry and does whatever he likes to get what he wants. We then all did our monologue in front of everyone else and got feedback, mine was my speaking,  I could not get my tongue around the words and I know i need more Confidence since I was nerves and forgot the words and had to read from a script.